
Repeat
Repeat was one of the first songs I ever wrote.
Before I went to my first open mic and spent a few years doing mostly spoken word, I wrote this song at a time it seemed like everywhere I looked, with myself and people around me, I kept seeing negative patterns repeating themselves.
I couldn't shake the feeling that it was by design.
During the pandemic, I found myself with a lot of time, and started writing songs again, and really wanted to record this song I wrote such a long time ago.
I have been recording other songs from that time, and I felt like this should be one of the first to come out.
My friend Dennis made a new instrumental for it, and I went out to Papertone studios to get this recorded, mixed, and mastered!
Since I have been rehearsing and recording it recently, it has taken on some new meaning for me.
I still spot repetitive cycles from time to time. It still feels very much by design.
I designed the cover art myself. It is an example of what is called an "infinite loop" in programming. The image shows how you'd write one in a programming language called "Python" more specifically.
Its pretty faint, but over the word "repeat" are the words "while True".
An infinite loop is just like what it sounds. It basically translates to "while True = True, then do X".
True will always be True, and so this code will keep executing over and over until you intervene.
The hook itself is very simple, and the end loops back to the first word. As if it were caught in its own loop.
I like this design, in that it leads to more questions: What are the conditions that are always True? And what is the design behind the patterns we find ourselves repeating?
If you'd like to learn more about programming in Python, this is my favorite resource on the matter, available completely for free online:
Automate The Boring Stuff With Python
Hope you enjoy the track !
Talk soon,
- Sin
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Lyrics
Verse 1
Comin’ up with the steps
Far from breakfast
4 AM pacin’
Calligraphy tracin’
Blank spaces
And syllable placements
Keep my words compact
Keep my thoughts calm
That's the aim
If I’m to blame for my pain
I need to see myself again
Let’s get to the root
Where it come from
Why we self destructive
Long letter
Short visit
Became reckless
Chick left him
Penniless
In the pen
Independent
Most conversation we had since I met him
What Can I tell him
At least it ain’t lengthy sentence
Now he sees the selfish in his circle
Next year resurface
Hustle repurposed
Don’t let turbulence disturb him
Turn him insurgent
And return him worsened
Hook
Repeat
Everything repeat
Everyone by me
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to
Repeat
Everything repeat
Everyone by me
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to (uh)
Verse 2
Where’d those times go
When can I go
See her
Talk through glass on
Telephone
I know
I been
We been
Downtown before
Had a job
She ain’t hold
There’s a lot
She ain’t told
Cash that won’t fold
Too much to let go
Babydad a rap
Meth, man
Pastor at the church
Is her dad
Silent irony
Pilin’ onto me
Worried like
Is it even right to be
Should I be
Writing these
Type of things down
Soliloquy on melody
Out of their misery
Should the stories be told
Should the stories be told
Hook
Repeat
Everything repeat
Everyone by me
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to
Repeat
Everything repeat
Everyone by me
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to be
Nothin’
Like we meant to